As far as my social life is concerned, I wonder if I should call it quits and just.. not have one. I don't want to get into details, the person in question says that they 'want to talk about it later', and I just wish I weren't attracted. I think this would make my life - sexually, physically, and socially - all better. I don't know how I'm going to be a few years down the line, but right now, having hormones that still like to think of themselves as being 'teenage' are not helping.
This is NOT something that can be kissed away. How I wish it could be...
On a different note, Tanya's over. WHY couldn't I be attracted to her? *sigh* She's spending the night (no, not like that) simply to make sure that I'm actually writing and not sulking over video games. I am not sulking.
I do, however, have a deadline for the next couple chapters in a few weeks. So, back to writing.
Current Mood: 
cranky
Current Music: Stray Cat Strut - Stray Cats